Welcome to my world

Question.

2011-12-09T12:21:00.002+08:00

Is that all's left?

A stupid mask?

I'm yearning to take it off.

Just an Update

2011-12-08T15:14:00.000+08:00

So...what's been going on with my life?

I doubt anyone reads this anymore, so I shall just post.

Sec 4 has come and gone, with many memories. Memories of happiness, memories of despair and desperation. That's contained into one mind box of mine now. :) Moving on and looking forward to everything else in this wide world. I'm longing to escape Singapore and go out and see the world. Like Aubrey said, there's so much to do, but hard to decide which one to do first. Not to mention there's little time. 60 years may sound long, but so does a year, and it flies past just like that. I don't even know who I've become anymore? A monster? Unlikely.

More like a thinker, a recluse. Gah, I can't wait till the new house arrives and I can spend all day at home reading quietly, with the aircon switched on. No need to face anything. Should I make new friends though? I don't know. I can't wait to get JC over and done with. For some reason, I've this feeling guys are going to be bastards and I'm just going to roll my eyes at them like I always do and retort cleverly. Meh. So tempted to try and develop that Mafia tactic. That needs more looking into.

Looking at options for university now and I'm really interested in my course. Going to persuade Mother to let us go UK for a short trip to check out the course during its Open Day. I'll work and save if I have to, but I'm going to need a little more motivation if I want to excel at my studies. Intellectual stimulation, one might call it. Hmm. Would one enter and understand what I've been through? Would one be able to feel how I feel?That caged beast is locked, however biting the lock and occasionally setting itself free. It's like the full moon is approaching. I can feel it.

I can just smell the crisp fresh air of England. The land is calling me to be on it, to step on green grass and look wondrously at the white fluffy clouds. To play a witness to daily life over there. The hostility, the hospitality, more of the latter I hope. One can dream, but it's only when one experiences, can one say, "I have lived."

Clues.

2011-09-04T23:47:00.002+08:00

What does one do, when one can't breathe? It's been a long time since I've posted here. I doubt anyone remembers this exists anyway. Sigh, I feel so regretful, resentful, entrapped. I feel so trapped within these four walls, so claustrophobic. Need to fly, swim, run, anything from this. I'm trapping myself into the confines of this area, this home, and I'm starting to feel nauseated. What should I do?

Quite miss the old girl now.

Note.

2010-12-26T21:03:00.000+08:00

Things to do before 1.1.11.

1. Finish packing room things.
2. Wash school ties.
3. Wash school shoes.
4. Plan schedules.
5. Start thinking about presents.
6. Finish at least 1/2 of my homework.

Wow.
I'm pretty much excited for my latest table to arrive. Really wonder what it's going to be like. Should I create a Wordpress for the heck of it? It'll be pretty cool. Haven't been updating this for a long time. I apologise. Keeping track of my various web accounts without getting too bored is hard. Besides, private blogs have been helping lately. Not my public accounts, that is.

Maybe I should revamp this area? Start on new encoding techniques. I do like this blogskin though. Maybe I'll change the side notes then. Toodles.

Black Swan.

2010-08-19T19:25:00.002+08:00

I want to watch Black Swan. Really seems interesting, full of deceit,especially when she takes the thorn out of her back. I'm like O.O Natalie Portman. Pretty lady.

Work that still has to be done. Gulps..

2010-06-21T20:25:00.001+08:00

Chinese
2 Paper 2s
Composition
Letter
2 Newspaper Articles

EMaths
~~Holiday Assignment~~

AMaths
Holiday Assignment
Misc. Practice

Literature
~~Part1~~
Part2
Part3

Chemistry
2007 MYE
Mole Calculations

English
November 2005 TYS Comprehension + Summary
Mindmap on the debate topic "There should be a tax on unhealthy foods."
~~5 Articles on said debate topic from any kind of text media~~
5 New phrases/words from said articles (meaning + sentence it came from)
National Geographic Worksheets [I've lost count of how many there are.]

Biology
E-Learning
Revision

Social Studies
Chap 3

History
File papers.

Schools

2010-06-09T19:56:00.000+08:00

Haven't posted in ages. Now is the June Holidays, which means quite a bit of homework plus later waking times. I am still aiming desperately to go to London. I've narrowed down my choices to three schools.

1. Albemarle
2. Davies Laing
3. Duff Miller

Albemarle is actually my favourite school among these three, but doesn't have theatre studies anymore after being approved. I like the way the Principals are involved in the teaching though.
Davies Laing is rather good, has the subjects I wish to pursue in, and is pretty affordable.
Duff Miller. Hmm. Pretty much a bit of both Albemarle and Davies Laing, but I need more information about things.

Davies Laing seems the best choice, but my heart is calling out to both. Should I enquire more about both schools first? Hmm.

Madness

2010-05-02T15:23:00.001+08:00

Since LJ is refusing to cooperate, I shall post here instead.

I need to write a list of things to do. Like Haseena wrote, writing a list is one thing, but following it to the teeis another. I'm listening to Carpenters now, and I'm thinking that Karen Carpenter, despite her graceful fall from suffering of Anorexia is an amazing woman when she produces amazing songs with her simple, melodious voice along with her brother's playing of the piano. I feel like playing the Carpenters' songs on the organ now. However, due to the extreme high temperature of the surroundings now, I'm confining myself to the bed with the fan on full blast, directed towards me. I'm thinking of how to study for Social Studies, and I've realised I can do it. However, my mind's still on a dazed mood from all the plots.

Oh, did I mention the nightmare I had last night? I originally had this happy dream of being in school with my packet of Lychee Pillows Stickys and then walking home with Nic and Sivani, though I don't know why this unlikely pairing, then I was in the lift with them and there was this cat curled up in it. I was a little uneasy, but I let it go. Suddenly, the cat shot itself between my legs before literally moving in lightning speed towards another corner. So when the door opened, I hurried out. It seemed to notice me and when I was right in front of my house I saw the lift door close and the cat squished it's way out and with it's face contorted into a maniacal one with it's eyes open wide and sharp teeth bared, it launched itself at me like a mad cat and I quickly moved out of the way and it ran down the corridor. I quickly tried to open the door and that's when I woke up. I was paralysed with fear when I woke up and tried to calm my beating heart. That's when I realised that Sev was under my head. I distinctly remember however, hugging him to sleep. Weird...isn't it? That therefore made me absolutely not willing to wake up and step out of my house today, for fear of seeing a mad cat.

List of things to get.

2010-04-28T22:52:00.002+08:00

List of things to get:

1. James Morrison's CD

2. Best 100 Romantic Classics 6CD

3. Girls Aloud biography

4. Ticket to London

5. Free time to draw

6. Study Table

7. Fiction Books

8. Stickys

Yep, I think that's it.

Amiculum

2010-04-17T20:43:00.002+08:00

I was going through a spate of nostalgia and looked back at the oldest posts of this blog. http://theworldisdifferentoutthere.blogspot.com was born on 22 February 2008. I was a young and innocent girl then who knew nothing of the harsh realities of this world. It is true then, that I would grow up during Secondary School. I had created this blog with the intention to talk about saving the Earth, but somewhere along the way it changed and became my personal blog. I am pretty amused as well as to the tone of my posts. Now that I review them, they seem immature to me and well, plain childish. Yet, I treasure them, for they belonged to the transition years from awkward adolescence to teenage life. I harbour the thought of keeping this blog and never deleting it. It seems feasible. I have no desire to abandon this blog, yet I don't wish to change the blogskin which I've painstakingly modified for my personal pleasure. Yet, I need to edit it to suit my tastes but due to time constraints, have not had the time to do so.

So I've changed. Well then. I wonder if anyone still reads this. If there is anyone who reads this blog, that would be pretty cool. The previous statement did not make any sense. I'm feeling utterly philosophical now. Departing from here seems to be a good choice. Till then, my fellow comrades.

Yeah.

2010-03-25T17:54:00.001+08:00

I got 8th in class. This bodes well for the year. :) Very well indeed. I got an A for my Biology Common test! Even better. :D

I can barter. I think it's high enough.

2009-12-28T14:30:00.000+08:00

Hey. Gotta chiong hw now. (:

Cheryl Cole.

2009-11-07T21:45:00.002+08:00

Gah, I really want Cheryl Cole's 3 Words! I feel so tempted to ask Mr M. to buy it for me. I love her lyrics. I noticed its repetitive, but who cares. The song and tempo is so unique!!!

I met a guy at the club
I let him know where to love

I met a girl at the bar
I let her know where you are.

I told her you are the love of my life and
One day your gonna be my wife.
We are gonna have some babies together.

I told him you are the man of my dreams
You saved me from drowning in the streams
And i know were gonna last forever. (and ever)

It was those 3 words that saved my life.
Its wasnt complicated wasn't pre-meditated.
It wasn't under-rated boy i'm so glad you stayed and..

It was those 3 words that saved my life.
It wasnt complicated wasn't pre-meditated.
To you I'm dedicated.
So just go ahead and say it...

I love you...
I love you...
I love you...
You are the love of my life. (my life - my life)

I love you...
I love you...
I love you...
You are the love of my life. (my life )

You know your holin' my heart
Came out and teared us apart.

You know i'm so in love with you
Came out and teared us apart. (oh)

I said i-l-o-v-e-y-o-u i'm so into you girl

I said m-e-t-o-o
Its obvious i'm so into you boy
So why don't we (we)
Hold (hold) on (on) for the (love).

I know there are sometimes.
Never let go.
Holdin' on forever never let go.
And im so into it..

There are 3 words that saved my life.
It wasnt complicated it wasnt complicated it wasnt complicated it wasnt complicated

Baby its those 3 words that saved my life...

I love you...
I love you...
I love you...
You are the love of my life. (my life )

I love you...
I love you...
I love you...
You are the love of my life. (my life )

I dont think this is fully correct, but you get the idea. Squeals.

:D

2009-10-14T18:16:00.001+08:00

I really love Girls Aloud. I'm quite annoyed that I have to email my dad just to get moolah. X(
I mean, Im not even the adult here...

Girls Aloud!

Inveitable Truths

2009-10-10T16:51:00.002+08:00

I need to really build that Spinners End. Or at least, a house where I can enact my stories in. Makes better plots, in my opinion.

Good grief, listening to Les Choristes is making my mind full of the scene where Bryan meets Severus for the first time, and when Michael (aka Harry) meets Severus again under a guise. Should they speak in French? I want Bryan to at least, so that when he attends Hogwarts, he can surprise Severus. Or even better, during Christmas, Dumbledore gets Bryan's choir to come and perform. Michael comes to support Bryan, despite Hogwarts bringing painful memories.

I have another subplot. Due to Bryan's nagging, Michael answers this ad for a partner and he corresponds with the mystery guy by the name of Prince. He doesn't realize that he is Severus. Bryan realizes this though.

Then when they meet at a cafe, Severus is pleasantly shocked but makes an effort to be nice, while Michael just cant face him and becomes rude and stuff, saying he will never like the likes of him, or something like that. Then he leaves, leaving a hurt Severus.

That leads to him being terribly unpleasant towards Bryan, who was on good terms with him. Then the quidditch match comes. Bryan in his haste to catch the snitch, gets knocked down by a stray bludger and falls at a great height. Michael didn't attend the match unfortunately, though Bryan understood and assured him it was alright.

So Dumbledore floo calls him. He immediately floos to Hogwarts, and dashes to the Hospital Wing, where Bryan lay on his favourite bed, unconscious. Snape stands with McGonagall who looks apologetic, while Snape just sneers about idiotic Gryffindors. This leads to a shouting match between the both of them, which leads to why he was so mean to him during their "date". He takes off his long-time glamour and shows his haggard face, before telling the truth to a shocked Severus. Bryan is his son.

Next, he finds him in the Astronomy Tower. They both find it pointless to shout at each other and so they talk about what really happened the night Severus left and what had been going on with the aftermath of what happened. They try to make up but they did not reconcile, understanding that it would be hard to do so, since the damage was rather great.

Slowly, through help with Bryan, Severus manages to win Harry back during his stay at Hogwarts, before Harry returns to France for good.

Oh. Wow. I just created an even more detailed plot of Inveitable Truths! Yippee. More subplots and details. All thanks to Les Choristes and a bored mind. Woohoo. Brilliant. Now must copy and save.

Shut up.

2009-09-30T22:33:00.001+08:00

I've come to realize a very important lesson in life.

If you don't have anything nice to say, don't say anything. Shut it.

Otherwise, bad things happen.

Severus learnt that the hard way.

I realized this just.

Well, well.

I gotta stop *****ing.

Happy Birthday!

2009-09-18T00:13:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday Madeleine Bui Thi Yen!

Hope you grow prosperously (in height) in all matters...

May you have a happy birthday today mate!

Abutor

2009-09-10T20:23:00.000+08:00

Im becoming bloody paranoid in my own house.

Im turning into a total stranger with regards to Mother Dearest. Just cannot let her know anything. Whatever I'm thinking, no.

She'll probably be appalled upon finding out what I am actually thinking, I suppose. Hmm.

What is the difference between accusative and ablative? Must remember to ask Mr Poon when I see him. It would help a lot in my learning of Latin. Rawr. So many phrases are accusative and ablative. I know what it means yet I cant put down my finger on exactly how to use the wordings. The declensions as well.

Eg.

Sarcina (original word)
Sarcinas (Many of it)
Sarcinae (Dunno)
Sarcinam (Dunno)

Those that I am unsure of, I have to look at the lessons again. Rawr.

Him.

2009-09-01T12:55:00.000+08:00

Well, I want to do well. Yay.

Missed the class gathering, regretfully.

<3 My Blogskin.

Can't wait for my next dream of Sev.

2009-08-29T23:30:00.000+08:00

Oh gods, I just want to cry. This latest story is just so saddening!>:(
Tears are pooling in my eyes. Sigh.

:)

2009-08-29T19:19:00.000+08:00

I suppose I have an obligation to post my marks. :)

English

Compre= 22/25
Oral= 15/18

Math

32/40

Science

26/40

Higher Chinese

22/50

Geography

15.5/30

Geog and HCL and Sci not my best subjects. Ah well. I must studeh.

2009-08-29T19:11:00.000+08:00

Songs.

2009-08-27T18:44:00.000+08:00

Well, Did I tell you guys I'm a fan of American Idol Season 8(the latest one anw) singers? Well, only the males. I prefer male voices for American Idol. The ones are: Adam Lambert (totally) Kris Allen(Ok.) Matt Giraud(his rendition of My Funny Valentine, really takes my heart with the song) Danny Gokey (his rendition of Come Rain Come Shine.)

Really a fan of Adam Lambert. Considering to buy his album come Fall. Speaking of which, when's fall coming?

I need to get a life. GET A LIFE VELLOMORT.

Yes, that's better. Alright, I shall do my comprehension which I sorely lack doing. Got an A1 for it, 22/25 surprisingly. Guess its coming back, the brain cells, I mean.

I miss Pri Schl. I miss Maddie. Gotta meet up with her sometime.

My hair is totally curly. :X

Blogskins...

2009-08-27T14:52:00.000+08:00

Edited another blogskin. This time, it took about 1 hour. Faster than Mr Poon's, since I knew where to change. Tinkered up the original layout a little, and there you have, a customized Severus Blogskin.

The whole fiasco in school is really getting out of hand. @#$#@$#@#. Yeah.
The discipline system is just ________.

Peace.

Besides, I want to go UK. That's another reason why.

Teachers day is coming soon and so, I'm going to go back to Kellock. Kudos. I think this blog is gonna turn pretty slow, or else its gonna be used for quizzes.

Didnt go to school today. Had a minor stomach discomfort problem and I was stuck in a dream of alternate realities, all because I thought yesterday that I could wander through diff realities in my mind. Really happened in my dream. Quite effing cool. Yeap. I think that's all.

I keep posting so many new fics. Gotta stop and mug. Started yesterday, and I'm proud of it. Yippee. *pats myself on head*

Goodbye.

I loved the previous blogskin. Unfortunately, something went wrong with Photobucket and the pic wouldn't load. Sigh.

2009-08-22T15:10:00.001+08:00

Well, been a long time. Elearning was...

got a twitter.

Following stars. Much much.

Boola.

2009-08-12T18:18:00.000+08:00

WHAT's

What was the last thing you ate?
Fish and Chips, Strawberry Ice Cream at Grillers with Nic.

What was the last thing you drank?
Summer Passion. XD

What is the closest item near you that is blue?
My bedsheet that Im reclining on. (It has bears!)

What instant messaging service do you use?
MSN, Yahoo.

What is your favorite color?
Snape Black, Emerald, Bedsheet Blue.

What is your favorite website?
http://www.fanfiction.net

What is your favorite shoe brand?
No preferences. Usually choose comfort.

What song are you currently hearing?
Simply Red- Never Never Love

WHERE's

Where do you live?
Earth, Asia, Singapore.

Where do you sleep?
On my bed.

Where did you get the shirt you're wearing?
From my mum's cupboard. I ~~steal~~share pj tee's with her.

WHEN's

When is your birthday?
8 Feb

When did you last burn a candle?
Blowing count? I say June, during Mat's bdae.

When did you last see your dad?
Lemme think... last year?

LMAO.

2009-08-10T15:00:00.000+08:00

WHY ARE YOU ALWAYS LIKE THAT?
Because I'm Always Like That.

I JUST REALIZED NOW THAT I LOVE YOU.
Slow.

LEAVE HIM ALREADY! YOU'LL BE MUCH MORE HAPPY WITH ME.
Hm....

COME ON. SMILE. YOU'RE CUTE WHEN YOU DO!
:)

PLEASE DO MY MATH HOMEWORK TOO!
Ah, I can't even finish my own. Get Sheenice to lend you hers. XD

I AM SO BLESSED TO HAVE SOMEONE LIKE YOU.
Duh.

WHY DOES MONDAY COME BEFORE TUESDAY?
o.O *gives you that Snape Eyebrow*

I HAVE TWO TICKETS TO THE LINKIN PARK CONCERT. WANNA COME WITH ME?
Nah. Give me the tickets and get Alan Rickman to come with me:)

YOU ARE ONE OF THE MOST SPECIAL PEOPLE IN MY LIFE. DID YOU KNOW THAT?
Obviously.

I THINK I'M FALLING FOR YOU..
You may fall.

I CAN'T SMILE WITHOUT YOU.
Poor thing. Always frowning.

THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING, BUT YOU JUST AREN'T "HER".
Of course I ain't "HER". I'm VELVETINA.

WHATS YOUR MOBILE NUMBER?
Go get a life.

CAN I HAVE THIS DANCE?
You can, no one's stopping you. Take it.

MAY I ESCORT YOU?
To where, I may ask?

DO YOU STILL LOVE HIM TILL NOW?
Hard to say.

YOU WERE EVERYTHING, EVERYTHING THAT I EVER WANTED.
OMG. A FIC.

WHEN WILL I GET UR SWEET EYES?
When I die and they transfer my eyes into your sockets.

Ok, I should stop posting this. I should start posting meaningful stuff. Like excerpts from my stories:D

Updating.

2009-08-10T12:18:00.000+08:00

I simply adore this new blogskin. Pity there aint my fave pairing. But no worries. Opera is really a good browser. So much faster than IE. And to think several days back, I was just proclaiming how much I love IE. Huh. Safari is good too! I love its design:D But I think Opera's for me:)

Common tests are coming soon, but I'm down with the mycoplasma infection, which causes me to have diarrhoea every day, thanks to the antibiotics. 8 different types, I am so going to be -.-||| tomorrow. I cannot wake up until 12 each day now. Heh. Cant imagine what would happen during E-learning week, which is next week! Woah, I think I would be late for every class.

I need to get new earphones. Because Opera is so awesome, Youtube takes a few secs to load and so i can hear so many songs. HEHEHE. Okok, time to study. Byebye.

I swear, Opera puts me off fanfic.:D Coz my acc is in IE, and there is this weird prob of not being able to review. My account has so many problems. X(

I think I will still stick with LJ for now, but I think I will try to alternate between it. After all, who can resist the awesome blogskin. This skin is really emotional, huh?
Whoever drew this is a brilliant artist. No Kidding.

<3 Severus.
-Vellos

Weird.

2009-07-26T15:25:00.001+08:00

Hmm. Why is it that i can use blogger on FF? Weird.

2009-07-24T18:27:00.001+08:00

Today. My blogger is screwed.

2009-07-20T20:00:00.001+08:00

Updated.

Changes.

2009-07-19T12:39:00.001+08:00

Im considering abandoning this blog to go to use my lj permanently. Hmm. Should I? This blog held many memories for me for my Sec 1. What should I do! X(
With age comes many changes.
Will this be one of them?

Slytherin

2009-06-22T11:14:00.000+08:00

Hehe I tried again and got into Slytherin.

Ravenclaw!

2009-06-22T11:04:00.000+08:00

Im supposed to be in Ravenclaw. LOLS. But I quite like the Slytherin emblem.
Well yea, yadadada.

27 more days.

2009-06-18T22:43:00.004+08:00

OMG LA. 27 more bloody days till HBP. Here I am.
I feel like banging my head onto the wall. Like seriously. To get my head out of my arse to finish up my work. I managed to finish Chap5 of Math WB. yay me. Chap6, Midyear Paper 1 and 2, English Book Review, 20 newspaper articles, gong han, record video, publish video, chinese comphrehension.
I still have to find graph paper, pack my bloody mess of a room, and finish my fics on hand. 3 fics which are playing in my head desperately need to be refined.
honestly, i dont wake up late. i wake up at 4 am to find its still too early and i cant go back to sleep. so i think about fic until i do fall asleep. then its 8 am and i will be like, "to the hell with the day's plans..." and go back into lala land. then i will wake up about 10, ponder about fics and then trying to see which plot is better, start singing random songs like come what may, your song, angel of music to clear the cobwebs, and then its 11am. time for brunch until 12 since im like sitting in front of the tv, watching some oldie show which is rather interesting and eating my supposed lunch and breakfast. 2 servings la. yeah. then i resolve to do my hw, in the end, i end up reading fic.
aiyah, tmr have to go out buy clothes. bloody hell. i aint a clothy person. i wear for comfortable. i love track pants. hahas. somebody's wedding on sat. i skipped 2 teacher's wedding so far. rawr.
right. now.
FOCUS.
YES.
ON YOUR ~~fanfic~~ HW.
NO.
FANFIC.
AH BUGGER.
Focus on Alan Rickman and the fine plots of Snarry, severitus and the characters Harry Potter/Harry Snape/Severus Snape. <3
There, much better.
Wow, havent posted such a long post in a long time. Its more at lj. hahas.
Seeya. Hopefully i can last till hbp. Should I pon CCA that day? I plan to watch it like 6 times. Lucky it doesnt start on a tues, or it would Clash with Taiji. Oh yes, Taiji Jian. Freaking awesome. I cant wait to learn. Must learn patience.ok gtg. close shave from the mum alert. whew.

230th post

2009-06-03T19:21:00.001+08:00

I am officially suffering from Fanfic-disease. It is commonly known as an addiction, where one cannot take oneself from the computer screen, which has a fanfiction.net window which preferably has harry potter and Severus Snape (<3) in it.
Symptoms:
Sudden bout of laughter
Sudden tears springing to one's eyes
Thinking about fanfic practically 24/7.

Yep.

Back again.

2009-05-31T23:19:00.003+08:00

Like Nicole said, 46 more days till HP and the HBP comes out. 46 more days till I can see beloved Alan (who btw is an actor. hahas kristy, i think i know why u think i have a bf.) Rickman, 46 more days till I can see Severus Snape on silver screen, (Nic and I does a victory dance at this thought), 46 more days till I see Harry Potter. :D

Yeah. I shall change the blogskin soon.

Yep, I remember you, Nicole from Kellock. XD
Nah, Nicole from Crescent, I remember you too. XD
It's so fun to know two Nicoles.

As of now, I know about...4 Charmaines, 3 Natashas, 2 Eunices and 1 Partridge in a Pear Tree. Cool eh?:D

Ok this post is getting lame.

Go to my lj, which is a convenient outlet for my vents. :)
http://irockmysock.livejournal.com

peace. its quite cool ya noe. I can find so many fanfic authors.

ok its really getting cold here. I realize its true. I am becoming more sacarstic by the day. Seeya!:D Bye.

YO.

2009-04-03T21:01:00.000+08:00

decided to come back after a long while. shant talk much. im hooked onto alan:)

yo

2009-03-12T14:22:00.001+08:00

YO HONEYS. go to my survey manz.
http://www.surveymonkey.com/s.aspx?sm=QZjOXCDsexP97eMgGg_2bHkw_3d_3d

ALAN~

2009-02-21T15:56:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALAN RICKMAN!!!! I LOVE YOU!!!! HAVE A HAPPY DAY TODAY ALRIGHT? HOPE YOU DO WELL IN WHAT YOU DO! AND SING SING!!:D U ROCK IN EVERYTHING YOU DO!:D

I SUPPORT YOU TILL THE END!!!!

:D

2009-02-09T21:31:00.002+08:00

Thank you Mat for giving me the pencilcase and the hidden surprise of two HARRY POTTER STICKER BOOKS AND THE HARRY POTTER BAG!:D:D:D I WILL FIND A SAFE PLACE TO KEEP IT!:D:D:D:D
I promise babes! Coz now my rooms full of HP items...:D:D:D:D
so i will keep it somewhere:D:D:D:D:D and admire it!:D
thanks MAT! I L Y!

Thanks SHEENICE TOO FOR THE NOTEBOOK! I L Y TOO!!!!! ALL THAT EFFORT TOOK YOU VERY LONG!
THANKS BIG BANG CLIQUE FOR THE HABBO STUFF AND HP PHOTOS AND LETTER AND BALLOOON!:D I L Y!!!!
THANKS RENEE FOR THE 20 ICONS!!!!I WILL KEEP IT SAFE AND USE IT FOR FANFIC! I L Y!!!!
THANKS NICOLE FOR THE LETTER AND THE FOOD!!!! AWESOME!!!!:D:D I L Y!!!
Finally.......I wanna thank everyone else! Ok this is the second time im posting...well tmr i shall post again...:D

And yeah my flu is :S keep blowing my nose.
its gonna come off soon.......

-Vellos, blowing.

:)

2009-02-09T19:57:00.001+08:00

Thank you everyone for the Awesome Wicked Pressies!:D:D:D
Thank you everyone for wishing me a happy bdae!!!:D:D:D:D
AND YEAH!:D THANKS!:D for makin my day esp since i was sick...

and sorry zenice for :X HEHEHEHEE
*dun worry i wont do that again... HAHA!:(*
promise to give you something wicked for ur bdae!:D

Carebear

2009-02-08T20:46:00.002+08:00

This lovely carebear was given by my loveliest Mother in the whole world. I L Y!!!!:D:D:D:D:D:D

Im so elated now...:D

Bdae..

2009-02-08T18:07:00.000+08:00

Wellll it went pretty well... HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME AND AUD!:D

yeah so i have flu and cough, but that didnt stop me from buying B and J ice cream...and i got a choc cake!:D

bdae.

2009-02-07T20:43:00.001+08:00

Well, lets start with a very happy birthday in advanced to aud and me!:D -A moment of silence-

Yeah so reading all of these fanfics. They are frankly amazing...how the authors write..its intriguing...but i wrote a songfic!:D

Ironic isnt it. Instead of doing my hw im reading fanfic.

BAA.

2009-02-06T09:19:00.001+08:00

wahlao, i hate ic manz. it suckz....i feel so sleepy. i nid to switch off mycom to concentrate..... MOO

Vellos

2009-02-05T18:39:00.001+08:00

BUGGER. SOMETHING IS WRONG WITH MY TABLET BATT. AND TABLET. BUGGGER. AND MY LEG IS CUT WITH BLOOD AND I CANT GET A MOMENT'S PEACE. SCREW, I MIGHT AS WELL JUST GO OUT AND HAVE A GOOD MEAL BEFORE COMING BACK TO A DEPRESSING HOME. SCREW.

.

2009-02-04T21:49:00.000+08:00

sighs, that look etched on his face, i can never forget. the true emotion were felt, i felt it and it was etched deep into my heart. now i can never forget him...

n.

2009-02-03T22:09:00.002+08:00

RAWR. I think I am too addicted to the internet. Thus I have decided on something. I shall finish all hw first before switching on the com. Yes.

Just now, I was watching this movie. I didnt realize it was that sick, coz i mainly watched it coz of alan rickman...But if I knew, sighs. It was a sad movie where this 16 year old gurl, Stella, in Manchester in 1941 was working/learning/acting/helping at a theatrette. Then she falls in love with Meredith Potter, who is played by Hugh Grant the guy who is the director. Who knows this guy was like a gay or stuff....dunno luhs.... then O'Hara comes in to act..thats Alan rickman, he is very hawt and sexy in his motorbike...then when he acts as captain hook, it seriously reminded me of Snape. Yeah. Then after a celebatory party, he hooks up Stella and asks her to his home for tea. Then he kisses her unknowingly, before shagging with her...apparently she wanted to have sex...yeah so they did it...I wondered if they were just acting or really shagging....*shudders at the image in the polluted mind* moving on...So Hara was on top of Stella and he was moving up and down ....well u get the idea.... so they are done, and in the morning Stella for some reason gets upset, i guess coz she had sex underage...then she had sex again that same night... BUT very weird. when they were gonna climax, she suddenly said, "Can you put your legs together...he was like o.O but he did it anw and she was like "yeah it feels better"... a night passes...then she breaks up with him...

so he goes to her home...and realizes that her mother...is actually...*drums rolls*HIS EX LOVER. OMG LA. so he realizes that....he....has been.....*drum rolls again*SHAGGING HIS DAUGHTER!!!!! :O it was so shocking when I found out luhs. He realized it, and he was very sad...He went to a port and ran with all his might to the end of the port. He stood there and kept screaming lah and i think he was breaking down. Imagine, shagging your own daughter without realizing it.. :( I nearly cried lors. So he went back to his bike..but then while he was walking by this bridge where u have to hold on to a rope... he was too distraught that he just slipped and fell into the waters :O That was so sad... coz in the waters he sees this image of Stella as a baby and her mother holding her. So in the end, he dies:(WAHHHHHHH he didn't deserve it at all! Potter was the meanie. DANG. Not Harry Love, it was Meredith Potter.... Then Stella finds out, and she cries while helping in the play...:(:(:( Words cant portray my sadness now...

Overall, this film was a sad film... anda few good extracts for drama...
Amazingly, I found this film to have loads of similarites with Harry Potter..

Potter
Auntie Lily and Uncle Vernon
Stella was red haired...
Erm..I had more but I forgot.

Sighs... What a good but depressing movie. Omg luhs, Alan Rickman is so hawt la but he always act as villainous. In this film though he acts as a good guy with emotions... (:

I would actually describe him as sensual and sexy if you ask me by the standards. Really in that film la, when it is 1995... yeah...

Dun ask me why I watched it. Its not porn and you can find it on youtube.
the name is "An awfully big adventure"

b.

2009-02-03T18:21:00.001+08:00

RAWR. Im in a bad mood. MY EARPHONES FRIGGING BROKE INTO HALF.RAWR. URGH. now where to get earphones?
RAWR.
i want a new earphone! Sighs, i better buy like 2, 3 sets.

M

2009-02-02T18:31:00.003+08:00

Had I known that Mr Yip was such a talented caricature artist, I would have seriously paid him to help me draw many Harry Potter Portraits. Seriously. Thanks Teacher!

Yeah....OMG who else to thank ah? Yeah anw the harry potter which i drew was quite fat...:P supposed to distort so i distorted the nose.... hehehe Yeah yeah yeah.....Bamundo. Castario. Moomooduno.
Kaput.
Harry is really getting into my mind, sighs, i gotta start practice occluding my mind before i go to sleep.........
HARRY HARRY HARRY HARRY

sorry Mat!:(

*I have decided to keep this blogskin until Half blood prince comes out. I shall try to hold out that long:p

Boo.

2009-01-31T18:48:00.002+08:00

I have decided that hiating on fanfic cannot work. It teaches me good english. Reading the different ways the authors write teaches me better styles. and yeah better vocab. Though some may be sick, it portrays the forbidden love and the passion XD
Rara Avis=A rare or unique person or thing.

Nic is such a good fanfic buddy!:D
Zenice is such a good tampon buddy!XD
Sheenice is such a good laughing buddy!8D
Renee is such a good comedian buddy! 0D

BUDDYS UNITED!

Fanfic fanfic.

:D

2009-01-31T15:39:00.001+08:00

Yay! I found the ootp...but i decided not to buy it yet. hope someone will buy for me:) At novena square. Only got 1!:X
hahas.

Updated

2009-01-30T21:03:00.004+08:00

So people. My bdae wishlist..

1. Harry Potter Stuff (Anything, so long as its not the books ranging fm no.4-7)
2. Habbo Cards
3. Chocolates
4. Super Lover Bags
5. Harry Potter Posters (Renee! hint hint)
6. ~~Money packets (Valetta! hint hint)~~
7. Tofu from action city
8. Care bears!
9. Clean Paper
10.Azone Scream note pads! All different colours
11.A whole new pencilcase(Bilabong, watever brands yeah I love it as long as usable and big:X)
12.A new Bilabong Wallet. Mine has tears alr!:( NATALIA! U STEPPED ON IT! nvm i dun blame u.

I updated this list!:D Thanks Valetta! Well, Im gonna venture into Borders to see if they have the 2009 HP HBP calendar. coz mat has the transformers rite? so maybe they have hp too!:D besides its out alr, just a matter whether they sell it in sg. well i hope they do! cant w8 to get the sticker book for hbp!:D

Happy bdae to me on sun!:D
I plan to change my blogskin soon. Keep a lookout....

moo.

2009-01-30T21:03:00.001+08:00

Something nids to be done. We gotta change.

Bdae wish

2009-01-28T22:54:00.002+08:00

Thanks

2009-01-28T19:21:00.003+08:00

Thank you to all the people in my life:D This post is dedicated to you guys:)

Thanks RENEE! I love you loads!:D You made my month by creating that AWESOME WACKY MINDBLOWING WICKED!!!! POSTER!!!! OMG I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!:D:D:D:D <3 <3 <3

Thanks NICOLE! I love you loads too!:D You made my few months by introducing me to Harry Snape! Maybe I will get hooked onto Supernatural too!!!:D:D:D LOVE U SO MUCH!!!! <3 <3 <3 <3

Thanks SHEENICE!!!!! I love you loads too!:D You helped me with all that irritating chairman duties and efficiently took over when i was sick. You should be chair u noe!:D:D:D Dang, i just rmbed something i have to do...stil... LOVE U SO MUCH!!!! XDXDXD <3 <3 <3

ok for now thats about it. well now. im officially in love with harry snape. heck, im oso in love with severus snape. ARGH that guy.... harry is so HAWT. I love him so much manz. well i just want to conclude that im falling into the swirling temptations of Harry Potter Fan Fiction when Im supposed to be doing homework. Now I wish I was part of Hogwarts where I could just do my homework with a swish of a wand and stuff. Heck, that will DEFINITELY make lessons much more interesting. Potions too. More exciting than Science. and perhaps i would take ancient runes. well... it would make my life more challenging... and i guess i would be good at DADA...not to mention Charms... and Transfiguration? I want Professor MacGonagall to tutor me. She looks sweet:) Well yeah:) Wearing robes would be cool. Hexing people would be better:) Hmmm... I guess quills are good? Choc frogs too!:D:D:D Well I would love honeydukes:) If only they could incoporate some Willy Wonka chocs. That would make my day:)
Well gtg. TATA!
May the force be with you.

:(

2009-01-27T15:33:00.000+08:00

OMG the story im reading now is so saddening... tears form consistently in my eyes but they refuse to come out...:( i nid to read some humorous harry snape stories to regain my composure:)

BAA

2009-01-26T13:43:00.001+08:00

OMG i had so many dreams today. HAPPY CNY! First, i could not rmb the first. then i dreamt of a gurl who could defeat voldemort. she had to like harry , turn him into a bun that was kaya i suppose and then vanish it. GOSH. next i dreamt of me trying to make lor mai kai in home ecs when mat and sheenice went to squash it. i was so pissed. HAHAS. then i dreamt that in the school field was the chamber of secrets. i was harry then and draco was my friend. so i told the basilisk to turn its eyes white. we went to the observatory "tower" staircase when it started destroying it. so we ran and ran then we met mdm heng and told her to bring a bat. asked a softballer to bring a good ball. then we went to a hidden spot to hit the ball to the basilisk ad kill it. we did it! Then i dreamt of harry with snape. well i imagined it. that they had to hug each other in order to find a secret. dun think sick think of it as father son type of hugs:p AWESOME RITE?

CNY

2009-01-25T19:36:00.002+08:00

Well, the time has come. HAPPY XMAS! oops. HAPPY CNY!!!
well just came back fm dinner. quite fast. nuthin much. no dun feel bad. its alright :p
bb!

BAA.

2009-01-23T17:24:00.001+08:00

well, didnt do much today. tried to control fm not having stomachache. so there was this concert that HAD to interfere with English. And I wanted to like present la:( STUPID. but the concert was rather nice, just that the sound made my stomach funny. so when i went to the pri schl, i was like stomach pain......
ok finally went home:)
thanks nic for helping me for math hw!:)

:D

2009-01-22T19:28:00.001+08:00

Im like talking to my p5 teacher! OMG she says im cheeky:D

:)

2009-01-22T09:41:00.000+08:00

WAH STOMACHACHE THIS MORNING:P LAO SAI ALL THE WAY:P

:D

2009-01-21T20:12:00.002+08:00

I just got a new idol!:D Savannah Outen. HER SONGS ARE LIKE HSM STANDARD LA. She started in youtube, and became famous, now shes a star:D

Sigh.

2009-01-21T18:02:00.000+08:00

I know I should not be reading fanfic or blogging, and I should be studying for a history test which i do not know when, or doing my chinese letter. Yet, the temptations are so strong. I think im addicted. To fanfic. Rawr.

Moo.

2009-01-21T16:31:00.001+08:00

I nid to update my blog. BAA. MOO. BLEAH.

:)

2009-01-18T19:29:00.000+08:00

Strange, I feel so happy now. Im smiling:D Mamma Mia, u lift up my mood. Reading Fan fic and talking to michelle lightens the mood further. Ciao!

m.

2009-01-17T19:55:00.001+08:00

just a few moments ago, i was angered. lost within my mind. confusion.
now, im better. almost back to normal.

MAH.

2009-01-17T15:00:00.003+08:00

Be a bitch all you want. sucker loser. Whats the point of a store room if u dun store stuff. crazy bitch. One day i shall fulfil ur wishes and store all the stuff fm the store room into ur room.
Punching the wall, holding hot items does help. to aid in the troubles with a loser bitch.
BITCH BITCH BITCH BITCH.
wow the first time i said it. i have decided to call him a bitch in front of everyone if he angers me one more time.

Velvet is pissed. She had to leave the house and cool down.

WAH.

2009-01-15T20:13:00.001+08:00

wah lao i posted 3 times manz. woops
heeheehee

The stuff.

2009-01-15T20:09:00.003+08:00

WAH. i update 3 times liao. ok lets keep this short. ok people. those of u out there who wants to flash at crez. u watch out. u never know when u may just get hit by the back or anywhere. when u flash at me, i will have u know that i know more than you, and will not be surprised to see ur junk. i will simply destroy ur junk till its unrecognizable. how would u like that?sucker guy who flashed. BAA.

The stuff.

2009-01-15T20:05:00.004+08:00

Ok today was quite good. Well audition went quite well. Good job guys! Well was informed that the flasher was caught. Still. I want to make sure the school is safe. I feel like i should be a police officer. yep. CSI. well walked sarah home. made sure she was safe. i guess this was what i could to do to make sure tt people is safe.

The stuff.

2009-01-15T20:05:00.003+08:00

today went quite well. walked sarah home. her home is NICEE. well its quite secluded, the back gate. yeah i hope i could do more to help yeahs. i regret not helping to catch the flasher. let me warn u people. if u wanna be a flasher to crez. u watch out. u never noe when i might come and step on ur junk. until u can never have sex anymore. u would be disfigured. dun think that i would be shocked. i know more than u im sure, to noe that its really immature to flash to gurls ur stuff. if u are proud of it, dun show it off. u noe that once u do it, u may get ur junk being taken away without noeing it. so...:) good luck,.

:p

2009-01-12T16:24:00.002+08:00

WAH so diao just now lor. i spent like 15 minutes updating the class links in class blog, then i scrolled down and realized the rest of the missing links were there. then i was like =.=|||. HAHAS. well today was quite good. Mat didnt come!:( and yeah. busy day... RUSHRUSHRUSH. and there was this gurl ah, her tablet left at my place, then i told mr poon la, and he like took it, and told us to tell the gurl that if she wanted ehr tablet back, she had to see him. :p SORRY MATE! DIDNT NOE THAT HE WOULD TAKE IT!:X :(:( Sorry!Sorry! Yeah wells, hope u get it back soon!

Zhang Ziyi's photos were like hilarious... OMG she didnt look like herself actually, she kinda looked gaunt. no offense there, gurl. the photos that i first saw were like o.o ROFL. then after that it was like nothing sick...
HAHA.

:(

2009-01-09T19:30:00.004+08:00

Hi there people! Well, this whole week is pretty good, havent got much scolding. Well, except when yest maths, when i forgot i had a "KICK ME, I LOVE IT." postit on my name tag. HEEHEE. then the maths teacher was like, so i should kick you? I was like OOPS.
Today, quite fun. English is much more interesting. and i showed sheenice something that made her laugh like siao. I was quite surprised when i found it, coz i was like finding it a few days ago for fun. I dont guess its against the rules. It aint really *o**. yep. it was pretty funny. when i came home, i started having dark thoughts. like i always do when im angry of just dazed. this should be the first time im actually revealing my true emotions in this blog. my other blog, which i have decided to reveal its existence, is full of my ranting and ravings. listening to Scream by Zac, yep makes me know wat I wanna write.
So, lets get it straight. yep Eldds. I love it. I am trying to concentrate on my school lessons. I wanna score well. Sheenice is an AWESOME partner to sit with. I totally can relax. I laugh manz. though she laughs more:D Nic's bdae passed. Got her that present. She put it on her table! Glad you are looking it babes. Love you! so far, i can concentrate, no probs. only thing is at home. too lazy to go out.
Gosh, i doubt any of my posts here are so long. this is the size when im too pissed and just write to get rid of my anger. the words come naturally to my mind. maybe i should just think of an angry moment when im writing composition exam. then i will write fluently.but somehow i cant write well. i can type well. i can just stare at a place and just let my hands do the work. they noe exactly what i wanna type. im tired. so freaking tired. i just wanna lay my probs into God's arms. I know that once I do that, i will rest in peace. So now listening music does soothe me. Music affects me. Rock makes me feel cool. Emotional songs like sads make me sad. Frustration makes me frustrated. Somehow the moods of the song links me. And im supposed to wash my shoes. sigh, like i said, i too stuck to my com coz i try not to use it in school all the time. sighs. why cant i just stop procastinating! gosh. *hits my hand.* anws, my throat is filled with a little phelgm. sheenice, maybe i can join u in squeakyland, when i see u on mon, ya? XD hahas, when sheenice went squeaky, i mimicked her, and i totally laughed man. so funny!:D

wat keeps me sane there? the fact that theres home, myself to confide in, lessons, eldds, and much more stuff. i miss just dazing out, like i am doiing now. when i stare into the com, i just want to go into harrypotterfanfiction and never stop reading. but i noe i have to stop at some point. but when do i stop? thats the place where i have a problem. i just want to keep writing. it makes me feel sleepy. then i can go sleep early and get up early for wushu, then i wash my shoes... i cant w8 to just flop and just rest, my minds clear.

being at home makes me feel better, no need to meet enemies, or people i tempo dislike. i can just relax, submerge into my own world, and explore the wonders of my own world. i just want to let go all the problems in the world. maybe i should just be a good gurl and not make friends anymore and just score A1s for my exams. i cant w8 to just get over streaming. but time just passes so fast. i miss the time when i was in p5. i could really relax. i want to just breathe and when i breathe out, i can just let go all the worries. i want to go exploring to someplace where no one knows me. i dun noe who i can trust. now. so far, i can only trust myself. i feel like snape, who has too many secrets to withold. i can only reveal the barest of secrets and problems. maybe i am an intorvert. i just get uncomfortable of just saying how i feel. when i used to just break down, which happen to happen in p5 and p6. i will just kick up a fuss and start crying a long time b4 bedtime. then my mum would have to calm me down. but still. no more. i just blog. i dun even really tell my family wats going on. everything that i know, 98% is locked within my heart and mind. this is a completely free blog. so if a teacher chances upon this blog and dares to tell Mrs Wong, i assure you i will just completely flaunt school rules.

Velvetina Lim is morphing. morphing into a person she never knew she was. She wants to get out of it. Dark thoughts completely invade her mind. What should she do to get out and be what she was last time. Now shes become aloof to people close to her. She feels like giving up everything. Everything that she owns. Nothing is gonna matter to her when that happens. She would just simply break free. No one will know what she is thinking. People will sigh. But she DOES not need that sympathy. Why should I write this here? I do not know. She just felt like it. Impulses take her by chance. Feelings are running wildly. She has to take awhile to clear her mind. She wants to be free. She cant wait to clear the relationships once and for all. She wants to reveal who she is exactly. She has all those fantasies when she would just break loose and clear the barrier. Surprisingly, people do not know that they offend her. She just clears her mind. She just has to take a deep breath. She rathers that she just wait that she breaks loose and get rid of all that hatred once and for all. She knows the consequences if she does loses her cool. She wishes to be able to just run away and scream out all her emotions. But no. she cant do that. People would be finding her. Everywhere. She wont have peace. After she comes back, all she would have to face is sympathy. She could be nice. but being nice to people sometimes become horrible. It takes a part of her everytime she gets angry. Soon, things will be overwhelming. She wants to stop all this. Put an end to this once and for all. Thats why the incident that happened today made her decide to do this post. So that people can understand why she does things that way. What is her rationale. The dark side of her is going to be released, if the people do not want to take note.

Watch out. I want to turn back into that old gurl, where she would be fun. Doesnt seem possible.

Hm.

2009-01-08T21:01:00.001+08:00

Well, today's ld wasnt so bad.. I feel guilty though for reliquishing my role as Sec2 rep. I wanted to be Vp of drama, so..:) well i believe its for a good cause, though it felt like I was making Mr M. disappointed. Sorry!

So PBL, well the issues not that hard...

Homework, soso.:)
too tired, bye.

WOOOHOO

2009-01-07T19:48:00.001+08:00

Ok im like using my bilabong wallet:D Soo soft. but now like sticky sticky leh.. i think coz of my sweat:(

Nics bdae

2009-01-06T14:42:00.001+08:00

Well today is Nicole Kwek's Birthday. Lets have a moment in silence to remember how great she is. -Silence-

RITE. Ok here goes the dedication!
Dear Nicole, today is your hatchdate! So happy birthday, u noe? I am thankful for having you as an awesome friend. I wish that for this year, you will continue to do well in everything....:D and one day that you might meet Jensen Ackles!:D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!:D

YO

2009-01-06T14:41:00.000+08:00

YAY! my Microsoft word is solved! It can work!:D So...lalala.

Moo.

2009-01-05T10:49:00.000+08:00

Today is moo. well we are having comm studies now:) MOO! MOO! MOO!

Rite.

2009-01-04T21:58:00.003+08:00

Firstly, I simply cannot tell guys, how excited i am to start lessons! Chinese even! I cant w8 to top it again! Like i did in pri schl... well lets not go back to history... So tmr the moment i reach school, i have to go and take the attendance, then go mark it, bring chinese stuff, then go down for assembly, then tell eunice to meet Mr. M, then go for chinese, then recess, then Lscep... then art, then math. I think.....rite then i have to go teach and torture the sec1 people..HAHAHA.

Well, having 3 weapons is so cool. really. i mean i cant w8 to learn the spear routine. my arms are still having cramps. dang. ah well. GDNITE.:D

Spear

2009-01-03T20:36:00.003+08:00

Well! Today i got my spear! Its really tall and AWESOME. but pretty hard to train with. i expect i will get used to it though:D so heavy though. whats more, u have to turn it with ur wrist.

hahahs:D:D:D:D:D

HAPPY TO GET MY SPEAR. ITS TALLER THAN MY STICK. IF I ENCOUNTER A ROBBER. THE SPEAR WOULD BE GOOD TO KILL WITH. HMM. WHICH PART SHOULD I POKE? NAH. MAYBE NOT. I WILL JUST USE THE STICK AND WHAM THE BACK OF HIS HEAD. POOF HES DEAD:D

it rhymes!:D

Randomness

2009-01-02T22:14:00.002+08:00

Ure looking at the gurl.

U step up.

U face it.

And you take a deep breath.

And gather the courage to say.

"NICE BELT! WHERE U FIND IT?"

when actually u thot of saying

"NICE BOOBS."

sorry if u felt it disturbing, i just suddenly thot of it. and felt like saying it. to quote nicole or someone.

"Random much

merry 2nd jan.
gd nite.
-vellos

:)

2009-01-02T17:59:00.003+08:00

HAHAS
u noe todae at schl is just plain boring. really. except for the time when mr teo was kinda awkward about the sex chapter. LOLS. and he was like... there is a practical test on it... at least thats what i thought he said. so I was like... I will definitely get full marks for it then!XD and people around was like laughing like siao:D

and being chair is nice. i have to get in tune with leadership again. wonder how i am gonna do that. i havent been leading for a year now.....

new year resolutions

2009-01-02T10:36:00.002+08:00

my new year resolutions for this year.
so happy new year people!
1. to be able to complete all hw on time!
2. to be able to blog more.
3. to get more As for all my exams.
4. To be a good gurl:D
5. to be good chair.:D:D:D

Thank you ALL FOR VOTING FOR ME:D I will do a good job! Thanks!

:)

2008-12-26T18:43:00.002+08:00

Quiz i thot i would do:)

1. Kissed someone on your top 8/12/08?
Dunno wat u mean dude.

2. Danced in front of your mirror naked?
Hm. You want me to? XD (I could try..LOL)

3. Ever told a lie?
Yep Loads for fun and for other reasons.

4. Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back?
EH NOPEY.:)

5. Ever kissed someone of the same sex?
Yes. my mum... and my fwen accidentally coz i dared her to and she really did itO.O trust me, i regret it whole.

6. Kissed a picture?
YEP.

7. Slept in till 5pm?
Yeah, when i was real sick in P1.

8. Had sex at work?
I'm not even working yet.

9. Fallen asleep at work/school?
Of course! Classes can get very boring, so you have to find a way to make it look as though u are listening but are actually dozing.

10. Held a snake?
Dun rmb, i think i did. HM. I dun like snakes.

11. Ran a red light?
Totally, almost everyday since i came to crez.

12. Been suspended from school?
Nope, i was a model student in pri school and i am a norm student who has never gotten a single demerit.

13. Totaled you car/motorbike in an accident?
Ehh yes. If you count my bike where i landed at the wrong place and hit myself:)

14. Been fired from a job?
Not working yet! How many times do you want me to type this? XD

15. Sang karaoke?
YES.

16. Done something you told yourself you would never do?
yep. Computer games relentlessly taunt me when i feebly attempt to study.

17. Laughed until something you were drinking came out your nose?
Nope, but i did snort out mucas, snot before:D:D:D

18. Caught a snowflake on your tongue?
No! D: I wanna do it:(

19. Kissed in the rain?
No, unless you are talking about kissing the rain, then maybe. I cant rmb! Must kiss the rain one day...

20. Sang in the shower?
DUH! HSM, Hairspray, Grease...

21. Given your private parts a nickname?
Er... NO.

22. Sat on a rooftop?
NOPE. I live in a hdb flat.

23. Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on?
I jumped in myself:)

24. Broken a bone?
Nope.

25. Shaved your head?
One day. When I grow older.

26. Slept naked?
Half naked for awhile, b4 putting my shirt back on. Trust me, it is only when I cant sleep and just wanna do something weird.

27. Blacked out from drinking?
When I turn 18? HEHEHE.

28. Played a prank on someone?
DUH! Sandra, I always BOOED! you. hehehe:D

29. Had a gym membership?
Nah, im too young.

30. Felt like killing someone?
YUP.

31. Made your girlfriend/boyfriend/spouse cry?
No, so far my mistresses and wife dun cry coz of me.

32. Cried over someone you were in love with?
No.

33. Had sex more than 4 times a day?
UH. NO.

34. Had Mexican jumping beans for pets?
NAY. never thot jumping beans were real!:D

35. Been in a band?
NO.

36. Subscribed to Maxim?
NO. Im a gurl.

37. Tripped on Mushrooms?
Nope.

38. Donated blood?
Eh no. Needles hurt!:(

39. Video taped yourself having sex?
LOL I dun have a video recorder and i havent had sex yet. So... NO.

40. Eaten alligator meat?
NEVER! ITS GROSS.

41. Eaten cheesecake?
I think so? cant rmb.

42. Still love someone you shouldn't?
Nope, well maybe yes. Harry POTTER!!!!:)

43. Have a tattoo?
Nah, a few times before i did. I washed them off. Temp tattoos are painful to peel off!:(

HAHAS. I WANNA TAG THIS QUIZ TO:
1. Maddy
2. Jie Hui
3. Nic
4. Mat
5. Valetta

201 post!

2008-12-26T18:38:00.002+08:00

YAY THE 201th POST.
I bought a harmonica, and beedle the bard for me xmas pressies:D happy happy happy. and yest i ate crabs for dinner:D:D:D
and mummy helped me to get goblet of fire:D THANKS MUMMY!

MOO!

2008-12-24T18:21:00.002+08:00

the 200th post! And its xmas eve! YAY!
my dream is weird
It started with HSM3, senior year medley. that part where sharpay had a faceoff with tiara. so there. then she had a flyer!. then i went out with zac and vanessa to a mart. LOL. so vanessa and i fed this little seal like fish. then we washed our hands with honey soapXD. then zac was buying a green plant which i thot that it was for vanessa's xmas pressie. so i wanted to eat something and i wanted to eat lay's chips. thus i asked vanessa if she wanted it, but she said "Oh sorry i cant eat it coz it is branded." i was like" oh ok, how about the ones with no brand?" then i rmbed that somewhere on a website i saw that vanessa was watching her diet so i was like rite... and we didnt eat anything.then we went out. and i took out something. and zac's bus ticket flew. and the guy in charge asked me to get it. and it flew to the road....

next thing i knew, i was in harry potter. not in the movie. but i was dreaming that i was in resonance. yes RESONANCE. harry and severus went to candide's flat. then harry was eating a snack. a bag of something. i cant rmb wat. then snape was talking with candide. harry was kinda jealous (LOL) so he went to sleep on the sofa or something. then snape was massaging candide.

Is my dream weird of what? hahas:)

Why must you all spoil this day for me, I wanted to be happy, but you just had to spoil it didnt you.

LOL

2008-12-23T21:28:00.003+08:00

found this letter written by a habbo. Quite weird and amusing. Note the name of the Habbo. It isnt me!

Dear Habbos,

I am writing this letter to tell you the 10 reasons I checked in to Habbo Hotel and why I don't feel like checking out. As they say, "Hearts are often broken, when words are unspoken."

The 10 Reasons I Joined Habbo Hotel:

1) I can express myself.
Need I say more?

2) I choose what I wear, and what my room looks like.
To me, the 'Change Look' button is my gateway to heaven. If only my closet looks even a bit like that… and not to mention the freedom of decorating my own room!

3) Massively Multiplayer? Yes. International? No.
Thank God! Finally! Someone understands what I'm saying.

4) Habbos are nice people.
Since Day 1, most of the Habbos I have met have been nothing but kind and friendly. Heck, we don't even use vulgarities. But there's one question I have been wanting to ask: what exactly does 'Bobba' mean?*

5) Habbos are too cute to resist.
Who cares if I'm really an ugly old man? (Actually, I do.)

6) I don't have to download anything.
Adobe Shockwave Player doesn't count. Why? Because I say so.

7) Habbos are wacky.
I really laugh my socks off when I read the news everyday.

8) There's no "leveling up" like other games.
Sure, there are badges and achievements. But they are not obsessive and unhealthy. I mean, come on, they are reasonably easy to get, as long as you put some effort into it. And they really do give me a sense of satisfaction and achievement.

9) Habbo is basically a Hotel for us, by us.
We write the news, host events and create forums. We can do whatever we want! (Almost.)

10) It brings out the child in me.
Fancy a game of dress-up?

P.S. Oh yeah, did I mention that Habbo Hotel is free?

Love,
VelvetVoice(LOL THIS IS LIKE MY NAME PLUS A VOICEXD)

I cant wait for the day when u give me a reason to punch hard in ur stomach and to kick hard on ur leg.

MAA

2008-12-22T21:32:00.002+08:00

Mum says my fashion style is like reggae. Black rock:D u noe those hoodies with the winter hat!:D and pants and tee. YAY! I LOVE IT. now i want that newbie shirts.:D it rocks. but its $30+++. ex. and that hoodie is great with it:D I want it! Maybe i should throw away everything(except my undies and bra) then just buy and order clothes:D awesome yalls! I was like at bugis yest when my mum said that. Went to 77th street i think. then saw loads of cool outfits. but too short. LOLS. that wallet! Billabong! I want that brown wallet!

Im determined to find that vcd. Now where is that chamber of secrets! ARGH.
Moolah Albusto Nincominia.

Moo

2008-12-22T18:05:00.000+08:00

Moolah Albusto Nincominia.

Its "Greetings to you" in Velvetongue. Ah wells. HPFF is on hiatus until next year or so!:(

Hm

2008-12-16T12:23:00.000+08:00

Thanks Nic! For introducing me that story... IT ROCKS! Though I would prefer the story to have a bit more closeness... hmmm

eventful day!

2008-12-14T20:40:00.001+08:00

Wow. Today was awesome! Inchurch it was awesome! Then we ate food! Then I managed to persuade my mum to get a haircut! Im gonna get the same haircut soon i hope:D then i went to buy this mini ducky vacuum. KAWAII! And it works:D fm action city. and i saw the marauders map and the WANDS! HARRY POTTER SLYTHERIN CUP! and they are preordering time turners!:) I want it people! BUY IT FOR ME:D $150:D tyty

194th post

2008-12-13T14:41:00.002+08:00

Ok now im kinda bored. So this is the 194th post!:D Well Ecq nite had just passed. By the looks of the pics posted onto mats and ecq blog, it seems like a lot of fun! Wish I was there~ Reminds me when i slept over with maddy and her two cute sisters. lols i really liked their food!:D it was awesome:D and i liked the pool. wellls.....:D im bored. so now i just played petsociety and neopets and habbo. wat else should i do? hmmmmm im boredy.....:D:D:D

QUIZ

2008-12-12T20:52:00.000+08:00

MY MARRYING AGE:

[x]I know how to make a pot of coffee. (is a cup counted?)
[ ]I keep track of days using a calander.
[ ]I own more than one credit card.
[ ]I know how to change th oil in my dad's car.
[ ]I do my laundry.
[ ]I vote every election.
[x]I can cook for myself.
[ ]I think politics are exciting.
[ ]I balance my checkbook.
[ ]My parents have better things to say than my friends.
Total: 2

[x]I show up for school/college/work everyday early.
[ ]I always carry a pen in my pocket/purse.
[x]I've never gotten a detention before.
[x]I have never smoked a cigarette.
[x]I have never gotten myself completely trashed.
[ ]I have forgotten my birthday at least once.
[ ]I like to take walks by myself.
[x]I've watched talk shows.
[x]I know what 'credibility' means without looking it up.
[ ]I drink coffee at least once a week.
Total: 6

[x]I know how to do th dishes.
[x]I can count to 10 in another language.
[ ]When I say I'm going to do something, I do it.
[x]My parents trust me.
[ ]I can mow the lawn.
[x]I can make the adults laugh without being stupid.
[ ]I remember to water the plants.
[x]I study when I have to.
[x]I pay attention at school/college.
[ ]I remember to feed my pets
Total: 6

[x]I can spell 'experience' without looking it up.
[x]I work out on a regular basis.
[x]I clean up my own mess.
[ ]Th people at Starbucks know me by name.
[ ]My favourite kind of food is take out.
[ ]I have gained weight after middle/high school.
[ ]Th first thing I do when I wake up is caffeine.
[ ]I can't go out of the shop without getting something I don't need.
[x]I understand political jokes th first time they are said.
[x]I can type quickly.
Total: 4

[ ]I have realized that th weather forecast changes every hour.
[ ]My only friends are from my place of employment.
[ ]I have been to a Tupperware party.
[x]I have realized that no one will take you seriously unless you are over th age of 25 and have a job.
[ ]I have more bills than I can pay.
[ ]Most of my friends are older than me.
[x]I can say no to staying out all night.
[x]I can use internet everyday.
[x]My wardrobe haven't change in a while.
[x]I can read a book and actually finish it.
Total: 5

Marrying age is 23.

Wow. expected to get hitched at 35. lols

Harry Potter

2008-12-11T10:15:00.003+08:00

I wanna have an acting role in Harry Potter and The Deathly Hallows. I do not mind being a statue! I just wanna be a part of Harry Potter!

If any one reads this and wishes to give me a role, please do note that I live in Singapore and will not hesitate to fly to England to act! Also if you wish to contact me, you could find me in my school, which is known as Crescent Girls School. My name is Velvetina Lim so... PLEASE GIVE ME A ROLE!:)

Alternatively, you could leave your email at the cbox!
Thank you,
Velvetina Lim!

Baa

2008-12-10T21:23:00.000+08:00

Yo Musicals. I wanna be a part! I wanna have a part!:( MUSICALSSSSSSSSSS

I cant really sing though. can i mimic and just dance!

A quiz

2008-12-10T20:08:00.002+08:00

1. The person who tagged you is?
Matty Boku.
2. Your relationship with him/her?
classmate. and friend:)
Your 5 impressions of her.
(1) loves to imitate her saying"SILENCE! I KILL YOU!", (2) is obsessed with Shia (3) loves Google, (4) is from Henry Park Primary, (5) is an ECQ!
4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you.
She gave me a spectacle case and a bunny for me 13 bdae!
5. The most memorable thing they had said to you?
I dun like you, but I love you... (LOL that was random thot)
6. If he/she becomes your lover, thing he/she has to improve on will be?
Hm Im afraid she cant be my lover coz shes my aunt:)
7. If she/he become your enemy, you will?
hmm not that possible.
8. What is it you want to tell her now?
Hi there!
9. Your overall impression of her is?
"SILENCE! I KILL YOU!"
10. How do you think people around you will feel around you?
Lame.
11.The characteristics you love of yourself are?
I am Chill.
12. On the contrary,the characteristics you hate yourself are?
That i procastinate.
13. The most ideal person you want to be is?
The richest person in the world.
16. For people that care and like you, say something to them.
Yo. I love you:)
1.Madeleine
2. Sharlene
3. Mat
4. Sheenice
5. Sabrina Loh
6. Rachel
7. Nicole
8. Krystal
9. We Qin
10. Sammie

17. Who is no. 6 having relationship with? (Rachel)
Hm. She is single at the moment but had broken up with me and became my daughter:)
18. Is no. 9 a male or female? (We Qin)
Female.
19. If no. 7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing? (Nicole +Sammie)
:D they dont know each other, but i think they can become good friends!
20. What is no. 2 studying about? (Sharlene)
Football and Chelsea.
21. When was the last time you had a chat with no. 3? (Mat)
Yesterday.
22. What kind of music band does no. 8 like? (Krystal)
To be honest, I am not sure:(
23. Does no. 1 have any siblings? (Nic)
Yuppo! Lil Matilda(Yes I noe MAT!) and cutecute Mariana:)(i havent gave her the promised pressie:p)
24. Will you woo no. 3? (Mat)
She's my aunt, how to???
25. How about 7? (Nicole)
Got her as my 2nd mistress
26. Is no. 4 single? (Sheenice)
She's my mistress! xD
27. What is the surname of no. 5? (Sabrina Loh)
Loh!
28. What is a hobby of no. 10? (Sammie)
Eh, dancing!:D
29. Does no. 5 and 9 get along well? (Sabrina Loh + We Qin)
Dunno:)
30. Where is no. 2 studying at? (Sharlene)
CGS :D
31. Talk about something for no. 1. (Nic)
Yo we are Harry Potter FANS! though you are more into marauders, no hard feelings, Im all for Hermione and Draco:)
32. Have you tried developing feelings for no. 8? (Krystal)
No!
33. Where does no. 9 live? (We Qin)
In Singapore!
34. What colour does no. 4 like? (Sheenice)
Not sure leh, THOUGH I know it is one of the colours:)
35.Are no. 1 and 5 best friends? (Madeleine + Sabrina Loh)
Nah! They dun even noe each other:)
37. Does no. 1 have any pets? (Madeleine)
Eh I think two hamsters which are named after Harry Potter characters, but was given away.
38. Is no. 7 the sexiest person in the world? (Nicole)
Sorry nicole, BUT I AM THE SEXIEST PERSON! 8D
39.What is no. 10 doing now? (Sammie)
I have no idea.

yeah thats about it. thanks mat.

:(

2008-12-10T12:37:00.001+08:00

U SENSELESS IDIOTS.WILL IT HURT TO EAT VEGGIES THAT ARE STEAMED...AND U ARE THE As NOT TEENAGERS SO WHY IS IT I MUST HANDLE THINGS THAT CONCERN YOU AS THOUGH IM FIGHTING A WAR. IM SICK OF THIS NONSENSICAL BULLSHIT RUBBISH. I DREAMT A DREAM THAT COULD BE YOU. YOU BETTER WATCH OUT.

GOSH

2008-12-10T07:26:00.001+08:00

Iw oke up too early at 716 am. BAABAA:(