So...what's been going on with my life?
I doubt anyone reads this anymore, so I shall just post.
Sec 4 has come and gone, with many memories. Memories of happiness, memories of despair and desperation. That's contained into one mind box of mine now. :) Moving on and looking forward to everything else in this wide world. I'm longing to escape Singapore and go out and see the world. Like Aubrey said, there's so much to do, but hard to decide which one to do first. Not to mention there's little time. 60 years may sound long, but so does a year, and it flies past just like that. I don't even know who I've become anymore? A monster? Unlikely.
More like a thinker, a recluse. Gah, I can't wait till the new house arrives and I can spend all day at home reading quietly, with the aircon switched on. No need to face anything. Should I make new friends though? I don't know. I can't wait to get JC over and done with. For some reason, I've this feeling guys are going to be bastards and I'm just going to roll my eyes at them like I always do and retort cleverly. Meh. So tempted to try and develop that Mafia tactic. That needs more looking into.
Looking at options for university now and I'm really interested in my course. Going to persuade Mother to let us go UK for a short trip to check out the course during its Open Day. I'll work and save if I have to, but I'm going to need a little more motivation if I want to excel at my studies. Intellectual stimulation, one might call it. Hmm. Would one enter and understand what I've been through? Would one be able to feel how I feel?That caged beast is locked, however biting the lock and occasionally setting itself free. It's like the full moon is approaching. I can feel it.
I can just smell the crisp fresh air of England. The land is calling me to be on it, to step on green grass and look wondrously at the white fluffy clouds. To play a witness to daily life over there. The hostility, the hospitality, more of the latter I hope. One can dream, but it's only when one experiences, can one say, "I have lived."
